the bob of this number

i wanna be a director
i wanna have silent thoughts
i wanna be a protector
i wanna do what i ought

i wanna drink coffee from a stainless mug
i wanna give my grumpy old uncle a hug

i feel overstated
i feel underhated
i feel, quite frankly, emaciated
emotionally bankrupt, and morally too
such a big difference 'tween me and you

you see this bear? that's my OG
if he's not there, i don't wanna be
hanging out high up in the 913
favorite person? call my BPD