Where Rael has been, has been...

there are emotions, there are opinions, there are legacies, there are grudges. all of it unwritten in text. all of it unchangeable, by anyone, irreconcilable, forever.

and how am i meant to deal with this? me

obsessive-compulsive, needing control of everything, writ of all, rein of minutiae; records immaterial solely absolvable intext.

but how i am meant to deal with the world? me

telling lies, spreading scriptures, raising children, falsifying pictures.

how is the world meant to deal with this? me

time to get out, and over with, and traceless, and done forevermore.

.i want to deal with this

.me