went to buy a book before it's too late
If I could just learn enough about the world, if I had just enough time (I don't want more, really), then maybe I could change it. Just one glimpse into the right realignment of the motif, the right recontextualization of all I've been hearing and saying, since the cradle...maybe I could. Maybe anyone could, but - not given the right circumstance; it is only a matter of chance.
It is not for me. This I know.
I am thankful for what I have, what I can do, as an off-seer, truly.
Someone will do it. Someday. I know they can.